Empty

It's only for 6 days...
But i can't forget the instant she walked through the counter...
Into the crowd of rushing passengers and trolleys...
She waved through the 10m we were apart and disappeared into the crowd...
I don't know how long i stood...
Waiting to see her appear again,
Through the crowd...
Through the same 10m she waved at me...
But it didn't happen...
Obviously, because she had a plane to catch...

Never felt this way before...
This emptiness when someone leaves...
This yearning that the parting didn't take place...
This sense of loneliness...
As i left the airport...
Alone...

Quite glad that work took up most of the time...
But unfortunately i am covering overflows this month...
Which means the long walks to kent ridge wing and back are occupied with thoughts of her...
Hmm.. will i feel the same way again donkey years later?

Well, glad she's coming back TOMORROW!!
Then most probably i will forget the way i felt the past few days as i get used to the togetherness...
Will forget how much longer than usual i look at the phone's wallpaper...
Forget how much more i think of her...
Amazing how the brain works...
That's plasticity at its best...

Hai. dunno why i writing so mushily...
But Dear's back TOMORROW!!!