Smelling The End..

Tomorrow is Feb 17th

Will be the last day of medicine posting in SGH. Hopefully my last official day of posting as a medical student.
3 years of posting past just like that.. Felt like i wasted a lot of time.. Could have spent a lot of time back then drilling and mugging then will not feel so useless at this point of time..

Well, have to face it anyway.. Hope 2 weeks of study break can do wonders. Holding off things to do so that i can really enjoy them after exam..

Hmm.. how to be fearless?
1) no need to pay more school fees if fail MBBS, no need to wait 6 months, no need to etc etc
2) having the delusion that everything will surely be alright and there will not be any failures at all
I'm still in fear..

Want to get back to training and back to some shape at least..
Haiz.. i'm surely not his match now..

Not really holding off.. cos will not normally do it anyway..
hmm.. where can find such scenery anyway?

Last but the most....

Need to spend more quality time with Dear.. Too cranky this period..
Too many 'house-lock-ins' studying..
Thanks for putting up with me Dear.. Will be over soon, I hope..